School

So today I didn't go to school because I wasn't feeling well...why my parents are going to yell at me is beyond me... I guess I'll go to school sick from now on and get sent home so they have to pick me up I guess that's what they want... I guess that's what they want who knows my parents are very confusing people. Because any school has to send a student home of they aren't feeling well by law they can't keep a sick student in school because there is a risk of them getting other students sick now why in the hell would my parents have to be assholes about me staying home today. Argh... Whatever people are stupid I give up trying to understand them well I guess I'll just end this blog here... KTHNXby <3

Back again.?

Yeah that's right I'm back again to post it's been forever but now i should be posting more because now I found an iPod app that allows me to go on an post blog entrys on here which is what I am doing now lol so basically the only thing that has happend lately was I got a new cell phone with virgin mobile yuck lol And a new laptop that is green yay haha well I'm not sure what else to say because life has been pretty uneventful so not much has been going on except all my exes are comin out of the wood work like what the hell they're coming out of nowhere ahhh hahah I just don't know what to do with them all :/ one said he wanted to bury the hatchet but he just started a fight with me anyways I guess we all see how well that worked out on some real shit right.??? Whatever I guess I'll catch y'all on the flip side peace the fuxk out<3

Past.?

So yesterday marked the one year anniversary of my friend dina's death...I still can't believe she is gone...sometimes it feels like just a bad dream but when I wake up I just get proven wrong and I realize this is all really happening I miss you Dina...and I know so many other people do too...girl please send us a sign and let us know ur ok text us all from heaven if you have to...we all miss you so much and can't wait to see you again. I really wish my friendship with Taylor hadn't fallen apart now I can't even see you at all. Happy thanksgiving Dina te amo girl...

I honestly got to say something about iss and i think i never belong in here the people in here are so much worse than i am i thought i was an asshole but these people bring it to a whole new level. I mean how many times can a teacher tell you to leave me alone while i sit there silently ignoring everyone else. They dont realize i only have to aknowlege the teacher not them which these people dont understand by me sitting here in this room texting to ignore them and the teacher even telling them to leave me alone how they gonna get mad when i dont respond to them are they really that stupid and can they not see how dumb they look to everyone...
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America's most reliable 3G network.?

OK as of now Monday November 2nd 2009 I'm on my 4th Samsung Alias... The charging port on my 3rd one stopped working... ugh

what the fuckk

Friends Forever.?

Yeah...That's how I used to remember it...Some of you may know about Stephanie, The girl I was friends with for 11 years. Well the friendship recently took its toll on us and fell through. She claims I did things that I didn't do. So now that I look back on it, it was good while it lasted. But I can't stand to be friends with someone who blames things on me that I didn't do. What do you guys think.?

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Love at first sight.?

So i was looking through some old things and i recently found out that i spoke to him 3 months before we actually started dating...and it is kind of...nice i guess...to know that i found the man of my dreams by simply talking. who knew communication really did mean so much. I always hear people saying that lack of communication is the reason for failed relationships or reasons why people dont even end up together...i honestly can see myself marrying him...oh well look at me...its still way too soon to even start thinking about that but i really honestly believe in love at first sight but like most people not all people believe that. You have the people that are completely negative about it and they say "Oh well i dont believe some perfect guy will just cross my path and we will instantly fall in love..." But when in reality thats not really how i would define love at first sight...i would define it by saying...Love at first sight isn't exactly how it sounds. You may see someone but really in your mind you dont instantly fall in love. You talk to them but its the feeling you get when you talk to them is what it really is all about.You can look a person in the eyes and just feel right for each other. Pretty much like all the corney things people say.Its the way you feel when you look them in the eyes, when you look them in the eyes everything feels ok and nothing else really seems to phase you. Which is why i take this to my personal blog. To explain to you that you may be thinking about this all the wrong way. I mainly think that its the comfort you feel around the person that forms the illusion of love to you. Kinda like when you meet someone for the very first time but it feels like you have known them forever. And it kinda phases you like you feel you're in love...But all it really is in my opinion is, the comfort. If you dont feel comfortable around someone you will never be able to actually love them.I feel more than comfortable with my boyfriend...He makes me feel like i'm the only one around he's not what i would say the most important thing in my life for one reason...I come first, and as screwed up and bizarre as it sounds i will never put him before me (Depending on the circumstance) For example, if he wants me to go to a party and i dont really want to go...I'm not going to go because i have to do for me before anyone else. and babe if you're reading this i'm sorry i sound like an asshole but its the gods honest truth i will explain this all to you so that you hopefully won't get mad at me. I love you so call me.! and as for you others...I will talk to you all later...

~Michael Lush~
Love Peace & Hair grease. <3