well...

well, people are too much trouble. I try to stay away from these people
who are starting drama with me but they go as far as going into my
classrooms and waiting outside of my classrooms its getting a little
rediculous...its even gotten to a point where I had to change my cell
phone number because they wouldn't leave me alone. how many times do I
have to tell them to leave me alone before pressing charges or telling
them to go play in traffic becomes acceptable...I really don't get
people these days. they say they don't want drama but they creat all
this drama. shut the fuck up and get a life ya know. doesn't anyone
agree with that concept.? when will my time come...when will I get a
break from all these peoples bullshit...will they ever leave me alone.?

Drama.?

What is it these days with people in my town. Everyone starts drama and i always end up getting sucked into it. I don't understand. I don't like this crap at all. People are stupid. My new thing is if you can't deal with me and keep me out of your drama...leave me the fuck alone. I don't recognize someone cuz i haven't seen them in a long time and i get remarks made to me than i get annoyed and i'm the bad guy.? how the fuck does that happen.? do people think before they speak anymore.? they need to realize if they just say shit without thinking than they will just end up in trouble in their life. Sometimes resulting in fights, drama, or even jail... Now i also have a guy named corey trying to come back into my life. Is it for real.? does he really wanna be friends or is he going to fuck me over again and talk shit behind my back again. he says he's sorry but i'm finding it hard to trust him when he says that. i will never get it...people aren't making any sense these days. i know that if i let him in my life again he will probably end up stabbing me in the back...i could be wrong but could you blame me for feeling this way.? i mean it's not like he hasn't done it before...i don't know anymore. i don't know why i am asking you all these questions but its my only sense of venting i guess you could call it...If people read my tweets on twitter or my facebook profile i may seem like a miserable suicidal person but im really not...i love my life and i love myself. its the people around me in my life that i'm growing to not be able to stand...Kids my age just don't know how to handle their drama lately and they seem to suck me into it pretty much every time.Its not my fault...i'm not going to say it's never my fault but a majority of the time it's not my fault. Sometimes i walk right into it. Sometimes it finds me...But all in all my life is great and i have amazing parents who sometimes get on my nerves but who's parents aren't like that.My mother is a dumbass but i love her to death and my dads a douche sometimes well...he's a douche sometimes and occasionally i love him to death sometimes i just love his dumbass. People should realize not to trust all their friends 100% cuz a friend could always end up stabbing you in the back. You're parents will always (depending on your situation with them) be there for you no matter what. to help you through the hard times and to make you smile and feel amazing in the good times.One day these drama starters in my life will learn the only people you can always trust is their parents because everyone out there is willing to do anything to get to the top whether it means hurting you in the process or not...your parents will always be there to pick you right back up when you fall...unless you have a bad relationship with your parents than they will most likely kick you while you're down. but i know everytime i fall my parents will pick me right back up and help me in any way they can to make me be me again. and not some loser who just sits around and follows the crowd. if there is one thing in life i have learned its, live your life for yourself and no one else...put your happiness first and everyone elses second. because you deserve to be happy in life no matter who says anything. if someone is willing to tell you to change you should be willing to say goodbye forever because you gotta live your life the way YOU WANT...not anybody else.like Bon Jovi says "Its my life...Its now or never, i aint gonna live forever" and that saying couldn't be any more true than it is. Sometimes you have to find the answers to your happiness by following your heart and doing what you know will make you happy. even if it means you have to push people out of your life and out of your way.

School

So today I didn't go to school because I wasn't feeling well...why my parents are going to yell at me is beyond me... I guess I'll go to school sick from now on and get sent home so they have to pick me up I guess that's what they want... I guess that's what they want who knows my parents are very confusing people. Because any school has to send a student home of they aren't feeling well by law they can't keep a sick student in school because there is a risk of them getting other students sick now why in the hell would my parents have to be assholes about me staying home today. Argh... Whatever people are stupid I give up trying to understand them well I guess I'll just end this blog here... KTHNXby <3

Back again.?

Yeah that's right I'm back again to post it's been forever but now i should be posting more because now I found an iPod app that allows me to go on an post blog entrys on here which is what I am doing now lol so basically the only thing that has happend lately was I got a new cell phone with virgin mobile yuck lol And a new laptop that is green yay haha well I'm not sure what else to say because life has been pretty uneventful so not much has been going on except all my exes are comin out of the wood work like what the hell they're coming out of nowhere ahhh hahah I just don't know what to do with them all :/ one said he wanted to bury the hatchet but he just started a fight with me anyways I guess we all see how well that worked out on some real shit right.??? Whatever I guess I'll catch y'all on the flip side peace the fuxk out<3

Past.?

So yesterday marked the one year anniversary of my friend dina's death...I still can't believe she is gone...sometimes it feels like just a bad dream but when I wake up I just get proven wrong and I realize this is all really happening I miss you Dina...and I know so many other people do too...girl please send us a sign and let us know ur ok text us all from heaven if you have to...we all miss you so much and can't wait to see you again. I really wish my friendship with Taylor hadn't fallen apart now I can't even see you at all. Happy thanksgiving Dina te amo girl...

I honestly got to say something about iss and i think i never belong in here the people in here are so much worse than i am i thought i was an asshole but these people bring it to a whole new level. I mean how many times can a teacher tell you to leave me alone while i sit there silently ignoring everyone else. They dont realize i only have to aknowlege the teacher not them which these people dont understand by me sitting here in this room texting to ignore them and the teacher even telling them to leave me alone how they gonna get mad when i dont respond to them are they really that stupid and can they not see how dumb they look to everyone...
<OooRah>

This message was sent using the Picture and Video Messaging service from Verizon Wireless!

To learn how you can snap pictures and capture videos with your wireless phone visit www.verizonwireless.com/picture.

Note: To play video messages sent to email, QuickTime� 6.5 or higher is required.

America's most reliable 3G network.?

OK as of now Monday November 2nd 2009 I'm on my 4th Samsung Alias... The charging port on my 3rd one stopped working... ugh

what the fuckk

Friends Forever.?

Yeah...That's how I used to remember it...Some of you may know about Stephanie, The girl I was friends with for 11 years. Well the friendship recently took its toll on us and fell through. She claims I did things that I didn't do. So now that I look back on it, it was good while it lasted. But I can't stand to be friends with someone who blames things on me that I didn't do. What do you guys think.?

FEEDBACK
oahbabi@michaellush.com (subject: RE:Friends Forever)
818-676-9985
Do it.!

Love at first sight.?

So i was looking through some old things and i recently found out that i spoke to him 3 months before we actually started dating...and it is kind of...nice i guess...to know that i found the man of my dreams by simply talking. who knew communication really did mean so much. I always hear people saying that lack of communication is the reason for failed relationships or reasons why people dont even end up together...i honestly can see myself marrying him...oh well look at me...its still way too soon to even start thinking about that but i really honestly believe in love at first sight but like most people not all people believe that. You have the people that are completely negative about it and they say "Oh well i dont believe some perfect guy will just cross my path and we will instantly fall in love..." But when in reality thats not really how i would define love at first sight...i would define it by saying...Love at first sight isn't exactly how it sounds. You may see someone but really in your mind you dont instantly fall in love. You talk to them but its the feeling you get when you talk to them is what it really is all about.You can look a person in the eyes and just feel right for each other. Pretty much like all the corney things people say.Its the way you feel when you look them in the eyes, when you look them in the eyes everything feels ok and nothing else really seems to phase you. Which is why i take this to my personal blog. To explain to you that you may be thinking about this all the wrong way. I mainly think that its the comfort you feel around the person that forms the illusion of love to you. Kinda like when you meet someone for the very first time but it feels like you have known them forever. And it kinda phases you like you feel you're in love...But all it really is in my opinion is, the comfort. If you dont feel comfortable around someone you will never be able to actually love them.I feel more than comfortable with my boyfriend...He makes me feel like i'm the only one around he's not what i would say the most important thing in my life for one reason...I come first, and as screwed up and bizarre as it sounds i will never put him before me (Depending on the circumstance) For example, if he wants me to go to a party and i dont really want to go...I'm not going to go because i have to do for me before anyone else. and babe if you're reading this i'm sorry i sound like an asshole but its the gods honest truth i will explain this all to you so that you hopefully won't get mad at me. I love you so call me.! and as for you others...I will talk to you all later...

~Michael Lush~
Love Peace & Hair grease. <3

Momma Drama.?

So...I recently got off the phone with my friends mother...She told me i wasn't permitted to go to her daughters party...For what you ask.?! Because i supposedly dont get along with one of the other guests which is a lie...AND i left her daughter and another friend of ours at king kullen last night by themselves...Which i find offensive she is judging me based on that because she doesn't know my reasoning for leaving, She doesn't know the story behind it but she acts like she does and rudely tells me i'm no longer invited to Her daughters party...Which is rude, offensive, and disrespectful. Leave me a voice message letting me know what YOU think of this all...Is she wrong or not.? Leave your messages at 818-676-9985 Thanks Loves...


~Michael Lush~

Friendship.?

So...Friendships aren't all they seem...you try and help them out but they stab you in the back and tell you they don't want to talk to you...Why would they flip when you try to help them. It's simply not fair. She says she loves that boy but when you try to make her dreams come true, she freaks out on you...She makes it seem like i stabbed her in the back and shit when i didn't. she treats me like i'm the bad guy when in reality i was helping her. she will see it in the future but as for now she is going to think what she wants. in the future she will realize i'm not the bad guy...she's not going to get me down about this 11 year friendship dying...she's only making me stronger...because what doesn't kill me will only make me stronger and guess what...i'm still alive so i'm only getting stronger...so i sit here and blog about this spoiled little girl...if its not her way its no way at all. and i just can't sit here and tell myself its nothing because i know it is. but its not like i want to fight with her but i guess i can't help it if thats what she wants than i guess that is just how it is going to be.

Its pure principal.?

Wow so this is pretty awesome i emailed my principal from my cell phone and he took the kid out hollaaaaaaaaa i can tell im going to get along with this principal well... Now the kid walked back into the room calling me a snitch and saying how he hates snitches omfg he is so annoying what did anyone do to deserve birthing that asshole i feel bad for everyone he associates with.

Friend or Foe.?

Ok so im sitting in school and this kid wont shut up he is constantly talking and asking dumbass questions and starting shit with everyone...i Thought i was a pain in the ass but he is bringing it to a whole new level and i cant stand him at all he is talking shit about not only me but everyone else in the room including the teacher...am I the only one who sees what kind of a real scumbag he is.?! How can no one else see it and i really just sit here and wonder why the teacher hasnt kicked him out yet if that were me i would be kicked out in like 3 seconds...so For him to be acting like this and the teacher not doing anything about it is a huge slap in my face and he is even making fun of her too.!!! WTF.?!

Story time.?

So im sitting in english class reading this book and it made me think...i Used to envy one of my best friends too until we got into a huge fight and stopped talking i think you should all check out that book its called a separate peace by john knowles its actually someone a boring book but it makes good points and its worth the time to read it... Well dont forget to check out michaellush.com Love ya bitches
- Michael Lush -
*cell phone update*

Sorry i haven't been blogging lately...

But i've been busy doing other things. And mainly today something struck me...
Love isn't always how it seems. I love him so much and things seem fine until he's not around...
I could swear on my life that i love him and that i'm happy with him, but i dont know what to think
now that i have come to a clear realization that i won't see him as much as i like...things happen and i want to stay with him but i am so not sure how this would work i mean i trust him and everything to not cheat on my its just that i dont trust any other guys... i dont trust them to do right by me... and like most stereotypes say is somewhat true about 99.9% of guys...they think with their dick...not their head...and i am not really sure what to think right now because i am at a loss of knowledge and i can't figure out what to say to him or to say to anyone else about him. he's pretty much the most amazing thing to ever happen to me but how can i keep him when i have all these mixed feelings inside of me.? All of these mixed feelings all represent something else i feel for him...happiness, gratefulness, love, fear, etc. And i'm not quite sure how to cope with these things... Well i'm not sure many people do. Well...I guess thats all i'm going to write for now...

Bye<3
~Michael Dannie Lush~

First day of school.?

Today was my first day as a sophomore in my school. Everything went pretty well besides the fact a few teachers were assholes but i liked most of them like Ms. Randall for example, She's really sweet. Well...I'm just confused about one thing...How can my Computer Animation Class have no computers.?!

~Michael Lush~

Its Official.

Thursday starts the official first day of School for me. It would be tomorrow but thats Freshman Only Day. Well i aint quite sure what to do about that because i dont know what i need for any of my classes because my school didn't send out Lists telling us what to buy...Hmmm.....isn't that smart -.-

Well thats pretty much all that i have to say today. Check in tomorrow or friday for a new post.!

~Michael Lush~

Ready Freddy.?

So yesterday i didn't get the chance to fill out my blog because i was kinda busy. I had a friend named Freddy come over. Shockingly he's a really nice guy and he's got a really big heart. We even made a YouTube video so go check it out at www.youtube.com/mikeylush and the title is "Are You Ready For Freddy.?! (9/5/09)" So go check it out. Well thats all that really happend on September 9th 2009. If you have any questions comments or concerns direct them towards oahbabi@michaellush.com and make the subject "RE: Blogger"

Verizon Blog.?

Well...For starters...If you don't have Verizon Wireless...But are thinking about switching to it...DON'T.!!!!!! As of today i am on my Third Samsung Alias. First died fast and kept shutting off randomly, Second one dropped like all my calls...Lets hope third time is a charm because if this phone stops working too i just might have to get really pissed.

William Floyd School District Website.

What kind of web designer lets an entire website go down without notice...When parents and students need to check the portals which they have made unavailable without any notice to parents nor students. Ridiculous much.? I think so.