well...

well, people are too much trouble. I try to stay away from these people
who are starting drama with me but they go as far as going into my
classrooms and waiting outside of my classrooms its getting a little
rediculous...its even gotten to a point where I had to change my cell
phone number because they wouldn't leave me alone. how many times do I
have to tell them to leave me alone before pressing charges or telling
them to go play in traffic becomes acceptable...I really don't get
people these days. they say they don't want drama but they creat all
this drama. shut the fuck up and get a life ya know. doesn't anyone
agree with that concept.? when will my time come...when will I get a
break from all these peoples bullshit...will they ever leave me alone.?

Drama.?

What is it these days with people in my town. Everyone starts drama and i always end up getting sucked into it. I don't understand. I don't like this crap at all. People are stupid. My new thing is if you can't deal with me and keep me out of your drama...leave me the fuck alone. I don't recognize someone cuz i haven't seen them in a long time and i get remarks made to me than i get annoyed and i'm the bad guy.? how the fuck does that happen.? do people think before they speak anymore.? they need to realize if they just say shit without thinking than they will just end up in trouble in their life. Sometimes resulting in fights, drama, or even jail... Now i also have a guy named corey trying to come back into my life. Is it for real.? does he really wanna be friends or is he going to fuck me over again and talk shit behind my back again. he says he's sorry but i'm finding it hard to trust him when he says that. i will never get it...people aren't making any sense these days. i know that if i let him in my life again he will probably end up stabbing me in the back...i could be wrong but could you blame me for feeling this way.? i mean it's not like he hasn't done it before...i don't know anymore. i don't know why i am asking you all these questions but its my only sense of venting i guess you could call it...If people read my tweets on twitter or my facebook profile i may seem like a miserable suicidal person but im really not...i love my life and i love myself. its the people around me in my life that i'm growing to not be able to stand...Kids my age just don't know how to handle their drama lately and they seem to suck me into it pretty much every time.Its not my fault...i'm not going to say it's never my fault but a majority of the time it's not my fault. Sometimes i walk right into it. Sometimes it finds me...But all in all my life is great and i have amazing parents who sometimes get on my nerves but who's parents aren't like that.My mother is a dumbass but i love her to death and my dads a douche sometimes well...he's a douche sometimes and occasionally i love him to death sometimes i just love his dumbass. People should realize not to trust all their friends 100% cuz a friend could always end up stabbing you in the back. You're parents will always (depending on your situation with them) be there for you no matter what. to help you through the hard times and to make you smile and feel amazing in the good times.One day these drama starters in my life will learn the only people you can always trust is their parents because everyone out there is willing to do anything to get to the top whether it means hurting you in the process or not...your parents will always be there to pick you right back up when you fall...unless you have a bad relationship with your parents than they will most likely kick you while you're down. but i know everytime i fall my parents will pick me right back up and help me in any way they can to make me be me again. and not some loser who just sits around and follows the crowd. if there is one thing in life i have learned its, live your life for yourself and no one else...put your happiness first and everyone elses second. because you deserve to be happy in life no matter who says anything. if someone is willing to tell you to change you should be willing to say goodbye forever because you gotta live your life the way YOU WANT...not anybody else.like Bon Jovi says "Its my life...Its now or never, i aint gonna live forever" and that saying couldn't be any more true than it is. Sometimes you have to find the answers to your happiness by following your heart and doing what you know will make you happy. even if it means you have to push people out of your life and out of your way.

School

So today I didn't go to school because I wasn't feeling well...why my parents are going to yell at me is beyond me... I guess I'll go to school sick from now on and get sent home so they have to pick me up I guess that's what they want... I guess that's what they want who knows my parents are very confusing people. Because any school has to send a student home of they aren't feeling well by law they can't keep a sick student in school because there is a risk of them getting other students sick now why in the hell would my parents have to be assholes about me staying home today. Argh... Whatever people are stupid I give up trying to understand them well I guess I'll just end this blog here... KTHNXby <3

Back again.?

Yeah that's right I'm back again to post it's been forever but now i should be posting more because now I found an iPod app that allows me to go on an post blog entrys on here which is what I am doing now lol so basically the only thing that has happend lately was I got a new cell phone with virgin mobile yuck lol And a new laptop that is green yay haha well I'm not sure what else to say because life has been pretty uneventful so not much has been going on except all my exes are comin out of the wood work like what the hell they're coming out of nowhere ahhh hahah I just don't know what to do with them all :/ one said he wanted to bury the hatchet but he just started a fight with me anyways I guess we all see how well that worked out on some real shit right.??? Whatever I guess I'll catch y'all on the flip side peace the fuxk out<3

Past.?

So yesterday marked the one year anniversary of my friend dina's death...I still can't believe she is gone...sometimes it feels like just a bad dream but when I wake up I just get proven wrong and I realize this is all really happening I miss you Dina...and I know so many other people do too...girl please send us a sign and let us know ur ok text us all from heaven if you have to...we all miss you so much and can't wait to see you again. I really wish my friendship with Taylor hadn't fallen apart now I can't even see you at all. Happy thanksgiving Dina te amo girl...

I honestly got to say something about iss and i think i never belong in here the people in here are so much worse than i am i thought i was an asshole but these people bring it to a whole new level. I mean how many times can a teacher tell you to leave me alone while i sit there silently ignoring everyone else. They dont realize i only have to aknowlege the teacher not them which these people dont understand by me sitting here in this room texting to ignore them and the teacher even telling them to leave me alone how they gonna get mad when i dont respond to them are they really that stupid and can they not see how dumb they look to everyone...
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